About

Hello, traveler. I'm Jesse Dylan (any pronouns), you can call me only Jesse, or only Dylan, but if you want to simplify, it can be only JD. My website is a personal project and place where I can freely express myself. This place will serve as an introduction to me and the website.

I'm 23 years old, and I'm an autistic person from Brazil. I am hyperfixed for games and computing in general. I'm studying HTML/CSS, privacy topics and leftist politics in general. My political orientation is libertarian left.

Likes

Dislikes

  • Excessive ads
  • Nonsense subscriptions
  • TikTok culture
  • Short and quick videos
  • Social media

Status

Listening: see my ListenBrainz!
Playing: Fortnite
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing

About the Website

I started it circa june of 2025, and it was kinda untouched because I was busy. Anyways, I made it thinking of developing my HTML/CSS skills, have a hobby in my free time and freely express myself.

My interest in creating a website is old, starting in Carrd and stopping due to limitations. In 2025, I rediscovered Neocities (I knew it but I did'nt remembered it).

And here we are!

Website manifesto

Why make a website?

I've been an Internet user since I was a child. You can see some of my memories in my Nostalgia Shrine. I can say that I saw the Internet I know becoming more and more corporate and dead.
There's good articles out there about embracing the independent part of the Internet. Or also known as "Indie Web".

I've used Twitter (Won't be calling X in this website) for some time. I met a lot of cool and bad people. I was idiotic, though. But today I am stil a idiot, but a conscious one. But, truth be told, Twitter let me down a lot of times, too. I used to be in a social bubble, had an account thousand followers, but for what? I was an apolitical person that tried pleased anyone. I left this account in the beginning of 2021. Tried to get back in 2023, and 2024, but I couldn't keep an account more than six months (wow!).

I absolute despise Twitter's For You algorithm, but I couldn't break free from YouTube's algorithm for a while. Until I tried to deGoogle a bit (planning to do more in the future) and ditched it in favor of Invidious.

Oh, sorry, I went a bit far. But what I'm trying to say is I'm tired of algorithms and what you cannot do in the big corporated Internet. Sounds cliche, right?

But, really, answering the question now, I made this website because I still wanted a place to express myself. I don't know to do shit besides messing with HTML/CSS, I'm here for the love for the indie aspect of the web, bring joy to someone, help someone and show what I like. That's it.

As for you, reader, why you should make a website, even if you have nothing to show? Just be like me: show your most helpful tip you have, show the world what you love and hate, don't be limited to whatever social media wants you to be and create. Break free! It will open a whole world of possibilities and things to discover. Also, it's a cool hobby to maintain.

Why are your website like that?

Short answer: I don't know proper HTML/CSS to create the super dupe cool looking ass website. Long answer: I like that. I used to be a bit insecure about my current layout, but I realized that everyone has their own vision for what your cozy zone could be. It could be an old-school 90s, a minimalist looking, a maximalist looking...

For me, the content matters. But I also try to be good looking. Unfortunately, my website isn't totally responsive for mobile users. But, maybe one day, if I'm ready to break the laziness, I'll make it responsive.

Purple is my favorite color in case you didn't realized it, by the way.

Why neocities and not [x]?

I choose Neocities because of their ecosystem. I found out Nekoweb and other hostings afterwards, but I decided to stay in Neocities because it focuses more on the website building aspect than the social media aspect. As PetraPixel said in her site manifesto: "Followers and Likes exist, but their existence actually makes sense, and it's generally not a popularity contest".

I don't use the social feed too much, hence why comments are disabled in my site profile. Instead, I use atabook to receive comments, it allows anonymous commenting but you can block people in case of offensive commentary. Also, I will never ever have a chatbox. It's just too easy to spam things in there.

I don't think Nekoweb or any other alternative are worse than Neocities! They all have their pros and cons! Neocities itself, for example, doesn't allow free users to use external scripts, while Nekoweb allows it.

In the end, you are free to chose your host, and having alternatives to Neocities is always good.

You can join me too

Wanna make a website but don't know where to start? Don't worry! There's plenty of guides out there, but I really recomend this lovely guide by PetraPixel, it's aimed at total beginners.

I started here with only basic knowledge and I can say I'm an amateur now. Really, creating a website makes a whole lot of difference in your life.

Although, creating a website is not for everyone. It requires a lot of patience and dedication. It will be very frustating sometimes. But, in the end, it will be very rewarding.

That's it for now, I might update it later in the future.


Identity

I never cared about who I really was until this year. Thats when I realize that I don't owe any gender to the system. I am what I am and that's it. Proud to be a woman and a man. Ironic huh? I identify with the two binary genders and this makes me a non-binary. And I'm very happy with it.

Not even to mention I had an identity crisis. But really, I am pretty much okay nowadays.

Gender

I hate Gender because it kills a lot of people, but I use it as a way to rebel against this system. Yeah I am genderf*ck. I feel that a lot of things influence in my gender.

Non-Binary flag: four colors divided into horizontal stripes: yellow, white, purple and black. Boygirl flag: seven colors divided into horizontal stripes: purple in the top and bottom, dark blue, pastel blue, white, pink and dark pink. Boygirlthing flag: six colors divided into horizontal stripes, with a symbol that fuses the female and male ones into a single one, with a question mark in the center: light blue, blue, dark blue, purple, pastel pink and light pink. Bigender flag: five colors divided into horizontal stripes: pink, yellow, white, purple and blue. Bigenderflux flag: seven colors divided into horizontal stripes, with a thinnest line in the middle: dark pink, light pink, light purple, white, light blue, dark blue, yellow. Genderfluid flag: five colors divided into horizontal stripes: pink, white, purple, black and blue. Transgender flag: five colors divided into symmetrical horizontal stripes: light blue, light pink and white. Transmasc flag: seven colors divided into horizontal stripes: pink in the top and bottom, and a gradient of light blue amidst the pink stripes. Intersex flag: a yellow flag with a purple circle in the center. PMOS flag: a cyan flag with a white circle in the center. Genderqueer flag: three colors divided into horizontal stripes: light purple, white and green. Genderfuck flag: a purple flag with pastel yellow border and a stylized yellow pastel skull symbol in the center. Autigender flag: five colors divided into horizontal stripes, with a infinite symbol in the center: pastel red, pastel orange, pastel yellow, pastel light blue and pastel dark blue.

Orientation

Bissexual flag: three colors divided into horizontal stripes, with a thinner one in the middle: pink, purple and blue. Birromantic flag: the bisexual flag, but with a white heart symbol in the top left corner. Sapphic achilelan flag: this flag is a union between the sapphic and achilelan flags: the sapphic flag, on the left, has a pastel pink in the top and bottom stripes, with a white stripe with a purple flower symbol in the center. The achilelan flag, on the right, follows the same pattern as the sapphic, but with pastel light blue and a green rose as the symbol. Polyamorous flag: three colors divided into horizontal stripes, with a white triangle chevron in the left, with a golden heart symbol pointing left within it. The colors are: blue, red and purple.

Other

Disability flag: A charcoal grey flag bisected diagonally from the top left corner to the lower right corner by five parallel stripes in red, pale gold, pale grey, light blue, and green. Description taken by Wikipedia. Queer flag: nine colors divided into horizontal stripes: black in the top and bottom stripes, cyan, blue, green, white, yellow, red and pink. Butch flag: six colors divided into horizontal stripes: a gradient between the colors orange and purple. Voidpunk flag: five colors divided into horizontal stripes, with a black dot in the center wrapped by the middle stripe: dark purple, lavender, white, green and dark green. Alterhuman flag: the flag features a diagonal alt key in the middle. To the left of the alt key is purple, to the right is magenta, and to the bottom and top is black. Description taken from Otherkin Wiki. Fictionfolk flag: it as a green stripe, a white stripe, and a purple stripe. It has a white circle in the middle with Page Shepard's fictionkin symbol in black. Description taken from Otherkin Wiki.

Talking a bit here: I identify a lot with Voidpunk because I lived what is to be dehumanized for simply being autistic. Also I see a lot being dehumanized too. And honestly? I never felt being totally human. I had a lot of questions about humanity and what is to be a human being. If what I am does not makes me human, so be it.


Favs

My favorite games

Baldur's Gate 3 (2023) The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth (2014) Bloons TD 6 (2018) Control (2019) Cyberpunk 2077 (2020) Dark Souls (2011) Dark Souls II (2014) Deltarune (2025) Elden Ring (2022) Grand Theft Auto: Vice City (2002) Kingdom Come Deliverance II (2025) Look Outside (2025) Metal Gear Solid (1999) Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty (2001) Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots (2008) Red Dead Redemption II (2018) Resident Evil II (1998) Resident Evil VII (2017) Resident Evil: Requiem (2026) Rhythm Doctor (2025) Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice (2019) Sonic Adventure 2 (2001) Terraria (2011) The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt (2015)

My favorite albums

Metallica - Metallica (1991) Metallica - Ride the Lightning (1984) Refused - The Shape of Punk to Come (1997) Black Sabbath - Paranoid (1970) System of a Down - Toxicity (2001) Megadeth - Rust in Peace (1990) Nine Inch Nails - The Downard Spiral (1994) Milton Nascimento & Lô Borges - Clube da Esquina (1972) Geordie Greep - The New Sound (1972)

My favorite movies (I don't watch that much)

Coraline (2009) Star Wars: Episode III: Revenge of the Sith (2005) WALL-E (2008)

My favorite characters

Solid Snake - Metal Gear Solid Raiden - Metal Gear Solid Otacon - Metal Gear Solid Henry of Skalitz - Kingdom Come: Deliverance Hans Capon - Kingdom Come: Deliverance V - Cyberpunk 2077 Judy Álvarez - Cyberpunk 2077 Johnny Silverhand - Cyberpunk 2077 Arthur Morgan - Red Dead Redemption John Marston - Red Dead Redemption Jesse Faden - Control Dylan Faden - Control

Fanlistings

Balatro Baldur's Gate 3 Hi-Fi Rush PlayStation 2 Undertale/Deltarune The Witcher 3

P.S: this could be updated later!


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Cliques

Metallica Nothing Else Matters
Music Disc Mellohi
favorite Lugia
Gale Approves

Jesse Faden & Dylan Faden are my boyfriends

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